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Ahnyeong! ^__^ My name is Ella Ocampo... I live in the Philippines. A pure filipino and proud to be. So many teases me,whether I'm really proud to be a pinoy or not, since I really admire Japan & Korea. And even mentioned wanting to go there. Well, it's not bad right?? though I have that kind of thinking. It doesn't mean I hate being a Filipino. We're still in the same race, we are all Asians! hahaha...
Can I stop right here?? haha... I don't have much to say actually...
Through this challenge, I learned much about myself... Things I don't realized mostly... As well as Nihonggo? hahah.. since I'm taking up japaneseclass... hmmm... what else?
that's all I guess?? haha
[waaaaah~ tomorrow is finally the last day~ can't believe I've gone this far! O_o hahaha]
I was so damn bored for the past few days, before I knew about this challenge... and good thing Liz sis, invite me about joining this. So, then I joined. hahahaxD
Do i have to make a long story?? or reason?? ^___^ naaaaah`
They are my companions. I learn a lot of things from them. More than your parents, they are the kind of people who you can talk to with some of your probs which you cannot to your parents. They can listen to you, they'll make you smile. You can do crazy things with them & enjoy the things.
That's all I can think of. I'm a lady with few words these days... sorry.. >_<
For the 22 years of taking care of me, Thank you! For letting me grow having you both, Really Thank you! For being too strict. Well, though I hate it, but, still thank you... caues I know it's for my own sake.
I would like to say, though I can't. Mom and Dad, i know you've been protecting us since we're born in this world. But, I think it's already time to give us some freedom and a little trust. We know our limits. And we have already known what's right and what's wrong. But, i don't mean like I can be independent now, every child still needs their parents support at whatever cause. I just would like you now to teach me how to be independent. And let me learn the outside world. But, I still love you guys, no matter what happen.
To mom, i know how much you have suffered. I feel pain, whenever I see you sad. And I wanna bang my head for I can't do anything. But, you know that I'm always here... You're the bestest mom, sister & a true bestfriend. Sorry & Thank you so much... I'll take care of you always.
And, To my dad, please stop all your bad habits already >_<'...I hate you so much for that. But, still! I'm thankful... cause, even though you're like that, I can still see your concern for your family... T_T I just hope that you focus on us more. Please??
P.S.
For all of my friends who keep teasing me for having a strict parents like them. i really don't mind... I know you won't understand it, since my parents are different from you guys... I understand that, you guys want me to have my freedom as well and to enjoy life. But, I'm both fine with it. I may regret at first, but, it will pass on. And for those, who can understand me, Thanks a lot!
I've been, and always will, crave for....... ICE CREAM!
taDA!
Whenever I eat Ice cream... I feel very much delighted~ ^____^ My only companion whatever mood I have... It's so easy to eat when you're sad... When you're angry, it can cool you down... etc...
I've mentioned before, that whenever I go out, I never go home without buying one... excpet that I'm totally penniless...xDlol
I don't know... well, people sometimes think, that they are a bit different from other people... but, everyone is just the same... generally, i'm no different!
If it's only within my friends circle... Well, there is ONE thing!
I have no freedom?? haha... Yah~ I think that's it!
Everyone can go out and have fun as they want...
but me, even though I'm already an adult... they still won't let me...
NO parties! NO outings w/ friends! NO sleeping over! etc...
it's only me w/ my family or relatives~ xD
what can I do?? I was born w/ a strict parents! hahaha
It's both a GOOD thing & a BAD thing!
It's Good, cause it's for my own safety...
It's Bad, cause I can't enjoy life!>_<'
Dang!
Right now, seriously, I would always imagine Donghae being my husband in the near future...xD but, I know that's too much to ask for... And I don't feel like marrying at the early age... I'm still effin young xD.. that's why I don't think much of it... well if it's Donghae... if you please...as soon as possible! hahaha...
well, who wouldn't agree, if someone like HaeHae oppa will become your other half...(only for girls, that is... well guys aren't any exception, if there was...hahaha)
hmmm... if i think of someone, yeah~ there is... but it's too far from reality...xD I'll just leave it at that...
Nicknames?? ummm... well I have a few... if it's only recently...
Firstly, Ella - is the most fluent nickname I used. As I had said earlier, it's a shorted version of my real name...
Prangs - I started calling my brestfriend that. And it stands for "Praning".. cause he's crazy... xD and now, he calls me back with the same n-name....
Mamuy - well certain someone keeps calling me that... the proper word is "Baboy" which means "Pig"... maybe because I'm fat...haha=_='
Sangwook - friends internationally, online friends started especially in our forum, mostly calls me that... It's my korean name... Generated from birth dates... It's a guys name actually... >_> but I still liked it...
that's all I guess... (I'm so not in the mood right now... I can't think properly... I barely can open my eyes.. dang sleepy!!...=_=')
Right now, I feel like my life is such a wasteland... I've been stuck at home for almost 4 years and a half... the 1st year, I was able to get a stable job.. but since then... my life has been conquered by BOREDOM! it's not like I don't get hired. But... naaaah~ dun wanna explain everything...
So anyways, right now,,, let's say it's a DREAM~ I really dream of so many things... and I hope in the future I'll succeed on reaching it, til then I can call it as a GOAL! As I had said earlier, I don't PLAN for things... so, here you go... this might gonna be a lil bit selfish kinda dream...haha
1. Since I've stopped studying. And I don't know if I'll still be able to go back on the path. But, I really would like to continue my studies. That is, if I don't have any financial probs anymore...>_<'
2. To have a stable job or if God would grant me, apermanent job. Even though I haven't finish schooling.
3. I hope in one to two years. i'll be able tolive independently.
Someone you would want to switch lives with for one day and why?
Simple Question... Simple Answer...
Any of the SNSD or F(x) members or staffs who are close to them... cause I wanna be in the same Entertainment with mySuper Junior oppas! as well as DBSK & SHINee!!! waaaaahh T^T... that ONE day is worth my whole life!
A picture of me when I was still a baby?? I'm always a baby, baby!hahaha.. *just kidding*
find me...>_,<
I can't remember how old I was back there.. >_<' Babies are shhhoooo adorable... but, when they grew up they start to get really annoying! And, I can't d*** believe I WAS!xDhahaha...
well, as if you have any choice right?? xDhahaha you don't! right? ...well then.. here you go~
01 七夕祭り by Tegomass
02 가슴이 슬퍼 by 테이 (Tei) Bad Love OST
03 니가 좋아 by U-Kiss
04 Bloom (Piano & Strings Quartet Version) by Hiroyuki Sawano 1Litre of Tears OST
05 Memories by Hey Say Jump!
06 Angela by Super Junior
07 Lollipop by Bigbang ft. 2ne1
08 Bokutachi kara kimi e by Hey Say Jump!
09 Konayuki by Remioromen 1Litre of Tears OST
10 I'm Alive by Becca Kuroshitsuji Ending Theme
It's mostly Jpop & Kpop...as you can see... ^_^
anyways, there you go... I combined all the songs stored in my files...
and the result wasn't that bad... Happy Listening!!
Will you believe me if I say, "we don't have any family picture??" as in, in a whole...xD
But here are some pics of me together with my family members, separately...
Me, Mom, Hyomi eonni & Soowook-ssi
Dad, Mom(again) & My younger brother Chris...^_^
hulaan nio kung pang-ilan ako...xD
and, I still have my ELDEST SISTER...who's now has her own family... but, I don't have a recent pic together with her... ah! Dang! I have.. but it looks horrible.. so let's leave it like that...hahahaxD... I'll update this as soon as I get a new one, together with Cora-nee..^_^ but, I think that would take a long time.. Since she's living far away from here...xD
This may be short, but, at least it expresses how I really feel...
"you were the one who selfishly entered my world, yet, you immediately plunged into silence. what where you thinking? did you really pick on me just because it's fun? which one of it is serious and which one of it is just a joke? that's enough now, making me all messed up like this..." -KWMS ch44pg31-32
Since I don't have a good memory... I based on my very first blog... I started blogging since May 2008... as far as I can remember... I'm just browsing and I saw one site, just like this... and then, I joined. Since I like expressing myself through notes...
I find it really interesting, cause here, you can truly do whatever you want...express yourself however you want... and the BLOGSKINS are so effin'cute!!>_,< lol... thanks to those designers effort & talent...^_^ and that made me stay here since then...T^T
*mumbling* why am I always saying futile things??>_>'
This was taken last August 22 infront of a bakeshop, Hyomi eonni's birthday...she was the cameraman...lol... it's been awhile since the ELMILIRENZHA was able to get together once again... I mean, all five of us...
Hmmm... Let me see...>_<' mmmmmmmm...*think* *think*.... Dang! Well, actually either if I'm in a bad mood, or sad, or happy or whatsoever... I just play random songs >_<... mmmmm... Well ok, let's see...
When I'm Happy, I used to listen to a more upbeat songs... Like, Hey Say Jump!'s - Jump No.1 track 11, not so sure with the title. That's just an example..
When Sad. I play less vocal songs much often. (did I just say much often?? >_<). Cause I can't think properly if someone's singing.
and, when I'm Bored, just some random songs... nothing in particular.
then, when I'm Hyped, I play Into The New World and I dance with it. Even, LaChaTa & Chocolate Love F(x) version...
lastly, when I'm Mad?? mmmm...I guess some songs with a bit mellow... Like Snsd's Complete, Tinkerbell, kinda like that... that! made me calm down...^_^
That's all I guess... I can't think properly right now...=_='
If there is something I should be proud of?? which happened just recently... that would be... me been able to wake up really early,straight week! around 6-8am (in my view - that's already too early!)...LOL... why?? cause I usually wake up around 10am to 12pm...hahahaxD *what a bummer!*
I'm a stay home girl. So, let's say I have ALL THE TIME in the world. But even so, always sleeping late at night, that makes you very sleepy in the morning, deshou??=_=' This might be the cause of my acne as well, but, this is also can be counted as a habit. So, I really can't force myself, if I ain't still really sleepy O_o. And that causes me to wake up really late in the morning. But, I'm really amazed on how I manage to woke up really early for the past few days...^_^ maybe because of the trauma I got from watching that D*** MOVIE!!
I don't actually plan out for things. There may be times, but, not mostly. Hmmm... if you're talking about goals for this month?? since it's September... there's really not much of an occasion this month... and since i'm a lazy ass gal, I don't really bother much about it. Well, if there would be?? let me think... hmmmm....
1. Learn perfectly the ITNW dance step. It's good for exercise you know.
2. Since it's been bothering me for awhile now. I wanna forget those scary things I've watched last week. Until now, I'm having a hard time moving around the house. >_<
and,
3. Need toget a dressfor Eunwon's Oathtaking this coming 20th. If not, I won't be able to accompany her.
I think the only ONE who I choose that really has a BIG impact on me, is my MOM....^_^
She suffers a lot, especially to us their children. So whenever I see my mom sad or about to breakdown. I really feel sad & though I really wanna hug her, I can't, I'm too embarrassed >_<'. So, I use my mom as my strength, to pursue more on my dreams. I don't think I'll be able to handle myself without her. We get along just fine. When we argue, it hurts me like hell! "Sorry Ma!"
My hero?? hmm... I should say... I think I'll choose Aang - The last Airbender. Well, it's got nothing to do with the movie.
From the very beginning I really love to have the power of AIR, if it's possible... ^_^'... (since W.I.T.C.H! love Haylin) well, since Aang is the Avatar! who's an airbender! and also the chooooosen one~, who can control all the elements. DANG! I guess that would be great?? in any elements I believe AIR is the best of all. Since it's everywhere~ unlike FIRE, that you still have to lit it before you can use it, as well as WATER, not much everywhere has water. What if you're nemesis tried to teleport you in a desert to fight you or whatever... watcha gonna do?? lol... well, EARTH is much likely the AIR... But I still would want the AIR though. Atleast you don't need to ruin Mother's Nature...xD
"So, if there's any Aang around there. Who can give me "air" to live... You're the best hero evah!"
I've never been overseas... so, I took the most recent I've been to - inside philippines, which is when we went to our family's friend's bar... named BOOZE STOP around Makati...^_^
It's our family's night out. It's my first time coming to a bar w/ a live band - since my 22 years of living. And luckily, one of the band members who's playing the electric guitar, was the son of Mr. Rico J. Puno... infairness, he's a total hottie! xD
together with my two sis... (left)Soowook-ssi & (right)Hyomi eonni...
Well, to be honest. I have an acne problem... and that is really the most annoying part I have in my entire life, since college... You know, acne really itch sometimes... well, if not... once I placed my hands on my face and i touched something really destructive. I can't stop my self from not scratching or scraping it - whatever you call it. And it became a habit. Even though I'm only wiping my sweat, i'll end up from scratching it. And I think that's one of the main reason my acne got worsen... =_='
There are times when I do that, any of my friends or relatives. When they see me started scratching my face, they either tap/slap/hit my hand... or scold me unstoppable. I admit it's really annoying. I wanna stop doing it. But, my hand moves impulsively...>_<what can I do?? I'll only realize i'm already doing it, when someone hit me.
About the pics I upload, the pics depend on what camera I use. There are some cameras, that when I took a shot - like my old handphone w/c I lost during U-Kiss malltour & the cam from Laptop, my acne looks really invisible (and I really love those kinds of camera...) xDhahaha "Oh please~ let me be!" but when I use Digicams, I even have to edit it in photoshop. But, I don't usually do that now. I only do that for profile pics.
I actually have two group of friends. One from Highschool days and one from my College days... I don't know which one to choose so I end up choosing both of them...haha i'm so fair!
First one, is my peers since HS days... but, we're incomplete on that pic... that was taken last year. It's ate mich's birthday. (From L to R - A then B) Nomel, Michelle, Martha, Lui, ME, Wayne, Marvin & Mark. I really don't have much pictures with them... So I really treasure those I have... I rarely go hang out with them these days, and, I do miss the old days... Like, sometimes i thought of wanting to go back in HS... but, that's too impossible now, deshou?? xD I should have enjoyed more the days I have with them...during HS. If I only knew this day would come... ^_^ a little regretful, but, yeah~ it's fine...
And now, the 2nd pic... with my friends since College year... we even come up with a NAME...lol we call ourselves ELMILIRENZHA stands for ELla, MItch(Sangra), LIan(Hyomi), RhENZ(Hyesang), HAzle(Eunwon)... but we don't actually use it that often...xDCompatibility??101% . . . xDwhy?? it's because we all like the same things... when it comes to Music, Guys, Foods, etc... but, I really miss mostly is RHENZ... we all are... why?? it's because we rarely see her... Since she's busy with her studies and stuffs... Unlike Me & Sangra-nee(cousin), we're a stay homegurl! -she's our neighbor as well~ while Hyomi eonni is my sister so we see each other everyday... Eunwon visit's us from time to time... and that really excluded her.. so, that's it! I really hope we could hangout soon again... All of us, ELMILIRENZHA...^_^
(from L-R)Mitch, Rhenz, Lian, Me, Hazle
This image was taken last year, when we went to hike @ Art Center inside U.P., together with other friends. This is during lunch time.
This is my 4th Blog. I've started this blog around March this year. I wasn't planning on owning so many blogs
xD, but
it's just everytime i check on new blogskins, can't stop myself on making new one, instead of changing only just
the
skins xD.
-have you count how many times I've just said BLOG?? xD
Real name is ELLA. But they used to call me w/ my Korean name Sung Sang Wook.
21 years of age. Born on the 7th of June.
I live in Laguna, Philippines. Still staying under the same roof w/ my parents.
I love SUPER JUNIOR and SLR camera.
Addicted to K-Pop & J-Pop. Craves for fries and ice cream .
A graphic designer, stayHOMEgurL and yes, a DAYDREAMER... ^^
I hate my DAD for some reason...>_>
And also to Posers, Liars & Backstabbers Loves making friends and PROUDLY a *Camwhore
SLR Camera
LG Lollipop
Trip to Korea or Japan
Have my own bedroom
Learn new languages
Meet TVXQ
Meet Super Junior♥ (SuperShow2
@ The Big Dome)
Meet U-Kiss♥ (on the last day of
their Mall tour @ SM North Edsa)
Day 30: Who am i??
Thursday, September 30, 2010
Finally the last day of the challenge!
Ahnyeong! ^__^ My name is Ella Ocampo... I live in the Philippines. A pure filipino and proud to be. So many teases me,whether I'm really proud to be a pinoy or not, since I really admire Japan & Korea. And even mentioned wanting to go there. Well, it's not bad right?? though I have that kind of thinking. It doesn't mean I hate being a Filipino. We're still in the same race, we are all Asians! hahaha...
Can I stop right here?? haha... I don't have much to say actually...
Through this challenge, I learned much about myself... Things I don't realized mostly... As well as Nihonggo? hahah.. since I'm taking up japaneseclass... hmmm... what else?
that's all I guess?? haha
[waaaaah~ tomorrow is finally the last day~ can't believe I've gone this far! O_o hahaha]
I was so damn bored for the past few days, before I knew about this challenge... and good thing Liz sis, invite me about joining this. So, then I joined. hahahaxD
Do i have to make a long story?? or reason?? ^___^ naaaaah`
They are my companions. I learn a lot of things from them. More than your parents, they are the kind of people who you can talk to with some of your probs which you cannot to your parents. They can listen to you, they'll make you smile. You can do crazy things with them & enjoy the things.
That's all I can think of. I'm a lady with few words these days... sorry.. >_<
For the 22 years of taking care of me, Thank you! For letting me grow having you both, Really Thank you! For being too strict. Well, though I hate it, but, still thank you... caues I know it's for my own sake.
I would like to say, though I can't. Mom and Dad, i know you've been protecting us since we're born in this world. But, I think it's already time to give us some freedom and a little trust. We know our limits. And we have already known what's right and what's wrong. But, i don't mean like I can be independent now, every child still needs their parents support at whatever cause. I just would like you now to teach me how to be independent. And let me learn the outside world. But, I still love you guys, no matter what happen.
To mom, i know how much you have suffered. I feel pain, whenever I see you sad. And I wanna bang my head for I can't do anything. But, you know that I'm always here... You're the bestest mom, sister & a true bestfriend. Sorry & Thank you so much... I'll take care of you always.
And, To my dad, please stop all your bad habits already >_<'...I hate you so much for that. But, still! I'm thankful... cause, even though you're like that, I can still see your concern for your family... T_T I just hope that you focus on us more. Please??
P.S.
For all of my friends who keep teasing me for having a strict parents like them. i really don't mind... I know you won't understand it, since my parents are different from you guys... I understand that, you guys want me to have my freedom as well and to enjoy life. But, I'm both fine with it. I may regret at first, but, it will pass on. And for those, who can understand me, Thanks a lot!
I've been, and always will, crave for....... ICE CREAM!
taDA!
Whenever I eat Ice cream... I feel very much delighted~ ^____^ My only companion whatever mood I have... It's so easy to eat when you're sad... When you're angry, it can cool you down... etc...
I've mentioned before, that whenever I go out, I never go home without buying one... excpet that I'm totally penniless...xDlol
I don't know... well, people sometimes think, that they are a bit different from other people... but, everyone is just the same... generally, i'm no different!
If it's only within my friends circle... Well, there is ONE thing!
I have no freedom?? haha... Yah~ I think that's it!
Everyone can go out and have fun as they want...
but me, even though I'm already an adult... they still won't let me...
NO parties! NO outings w/ friends! NO sleeping over! etc...
it's only me w/ my family or relatives~ xD
what can I do?? I was born w/ a strict parents! hahaha
It's both a GOOD thing & a BAD thing!
It's Good, cause it's for my own safety...
It's Bad, cause I can't enjoy life!>_<'
Dang!
Right now, seriously, I would always imagine Donghae being my husband in the near future...xD but, I know that's too much to ask for... And I don't feel like marrying at the early age... I'm still effin young xD.. that's why I don't think much of it... well if it's Donghae... if you please...as soon as possible! hahaha...
well, who wouldn't agree, if someone like HaeHae oppa will become your other half...(only for girls, that is... well guys aren't any exception, if there was...hahaha)
hmmm... if i think of someone, yeah~ there is... but it's too far from reality...xD I'll just leave it at that...
Nicknames?? ummm... well I have a few... if it's only recently...
Firstly, Ella - is the most fluent nickname I used. As I had said earlier, it's a shorted version of my real name...
Prangs - I started calling my brestfriend that. And it stands for "Praning".. cause he's crazy... xD and now, he calls me back with the same n-name....
Mamuy - well certain someone keeps calling me that... the proper word is "Baboy" which means "Pig"... maybe because I'm fat...haha=_='
Sangwook - friends internationally, online friends started especially in our forum, mostly calls me that... It's my korean name... Generated from birth dates... It's a guys name actually... >_> but I still liked it...
that's all I guess... (I'm so not in the mood right now... I can't think properly... I barely can open my eyes.. dang sleepy!!...=_=')
Right now, I feel like my life is such a wasteland... I've been stuck at home for almost 4 years and a half... the 1st year, I was able to get a stable job.. but since then... my life has been conquered by BOREDOM! it's not like I don't get hired. But... naaaah~ dun wanna explain everything...
So anyways, right now,,, let's say it's a DREAM~ I really dream of so many things... and I hope in the future I'll succeed on reaching it, til then I can call it as a GOAL! As I had said earlier, I don't PLAN for things... so, here you go... this might gonna be a lil bit selfish kinda dream...haha
1. Since I've stopped studying. And I don't know if I'll still be able to go back on the path. But, I really would like to continue my studies. That is, if I don't have any financial probs anymore...>_<'
2. To have a stable job or if God would grant me, apermanent job. Even though I haven't finish schooling.
3. I hope in one to two years. i'll be able tolive independently.
Someone you would want to switch lives with for one day and why?
Simple Question... Simple Answer...
Any of the SNSD or F(x) members or staffs who are close to them... cause I wanna be in the same Entertainment with mySuper Junior oppas! as well as DBSK & SHINee!!! waaaaahh T^T... that ONE day is worth my whole life!
A picture of me when I was still a baby?? I'm always a baby, baby!hahaha.. *just kidding*
find me...>_,<
I can't remember how old I was back there.. >_<' Babies are shhhoooo adorable... but, when they grew up they start to get really annoying! And, I can't d*** believe I WAS!xDhahaha...
well, as if you have any choice right?? xDhahaha you don't! right? ...well then.. here you go~
01 七夕祭り by Tegomass
02 가슴이 슬퍼 by 테이 (Tei) Bad Love OST
03 니가 좋아 by U-Kiss
04 Bloom (Piano & Strings Quartet Version) by Hiroyuki Sawano 1Litre of Tears OST
05 Memories by Hey Say Jump!
06 Angela by Super Junior
07 Lollipop by Bigbang ft. 2ne1
08 Bokutachi kara kimi e by Hey Say Jump!
09 Konayuki by Remioromen 1Litre of Tears OST
10 I'm Alive by Becca Kuroshitsuji Ending Theme
It's mostly Jpop & Kpop...as you can see... ^_^
anyways, there you go... I combined all the songs stored in my files...
and the result wasn't that bad... Happy Listening!!
Will you believe me if I say, "we don't have any family picture??" as in, in a whole...xD
But here are some pics of me together with my family members, separately...
Me, Mom, Hyomi eonni & Soowook-ssi
Dad, Mom(again) & My younger brother Chris...^_^
hulaan nio kung pang-ilan ako...xD
and, I still have my ELDEST SISTER...who's now has her own family... but, I don't have a recent pic together with her... ah! Dang! I have.. but it looks horrible.. so let's leave it like that...hahahaxD... I'll update this as soon as I get a new one, together with Cora-nee..^_^ but, I think that would take a long time.. Since she's living far away from here...xD
This may be short, but, at least it expresses how I really feel...
"you were the one who selfishly entered my world, yet, you immediately plunged into silence. what where you thinking? did you really pick on me just because it's fun? which one of it is serious and which one of it is just a joke? that's enough now, making me all messed up like this..." -KWMS ch44pg31-32
Since I don't have a good memory... I based on my very first blog... I started blogging since May 2008... as far as I can remember... I'm just browsing and I saw one site, just like this... and then, I joined. Since I like expressing myself through notes...
I find it really interesting, cause here, you can truly do whatever you want...express yourself however you want... and the BLOGSKINS are so effin'cute!!>_,< lol... thanks to those designers effort & talent...^_^ and that made me stay here since then...T^T
*mumbling* why am I always saying futile things??>_>'
This was taken last August 22 infront of a bakeshop, Hyomi eonni's birthday...she was the cameraman...lol... it's been awhile since the ELMILIRENZHA was able to get together once again... I mean, all five of us...
Hmmm... Let me see...>_<' mmmmmmmm...*think* *think*.... Dang! Well, actually either if I'm in a bad mood, or sad, or happy or whatsoever... I just play random songs >_<... mmmmm... Well ok, let's see...
When I'm Happy, I used to listen to a more upbeat songs... Like, Hey Say Jump!'s - Jump No.1 track 11, not so sure with the title. That's just an example..
When Sad. I play less vocal songs much often. (did I just say much often?? >_<). Cause I can't think properly if someone's singing.
and, when I'm Bored, just some random songs... nothing in particular.
then, when I'm Hyped, I play Into The New World and I dance with it. Even, LaChaTa & Chocolate Love F(x) version...
lastly, when I'm Mad?? mmmm...I guess some songs with a bit mellow... Like Snsd's Complete, Tinkerbell, kinda like that... that! made me calm down...^_^
That's all I guess... I can't think properly right now...=_='
If there is something I should be proud of?? which happened just recently... that would be... me been able to wake up really early,straight week! around 6-8am (in my view - that's already too early!)...LOL... why?? cause I usually wake up around 10am to 12pm...hahahaxD *what a bummer!*
I'm a stay home girl. So, let's say I have ALL THE TIME in the world. But even so, always sleeping late at night, that makes you very sleepy in the morning, deshou??=_=' This might be the cause of my acne as well, but, this is also can be counted as a habit. So, I really can't force myself, if I ain't still really sleepy O_o. And that causes me to wake up really late in the morning. But, I'm really amazed on how I manage to woke up really early for the past few days...^_^ maybe because of the trauma I got from watching that D*** MOVIE!!
I don't actually plan out for things. There may be times, but, not mostly. Hmmm... if you're talking about goals for this month?? since it's September... there's really not much of an occasion this month... and since i'm a lazy ass gal, I don't really bother much about it. Well, if there would be?? let me think... hmmmm....
1. Learn perfectly the ITNW dance step. It's good for exercise you know.
2. Since it's been bothering me for awhile now. I wanna forget those scary things I've watched last week. Until now, I'm having a hard time moving around the house. >_<
and,
3. Need toget a dressfor Eunwon's Oathtaking this coming 20th. If not, I won't be able to accompany her.
I think the only ONE who I choose that really has a BIG impact on me, is my MOM....^_^
She suffers a lot, especially to us their children. So whenever I see my mom sad or about to breakdown. I really feel sad & though I really wanna hug her, I can't, I'm too embarrassed >_<'. So, I use my mom as my strength, to pursue more on my dreams. I don't think I'll be able to handle myself without her. We get along just fine. When we argue, it hurts me like hell! "Sorry Ma!"
My hero?? hmm... I should say... I think I'll choose Aang - The last Airbender. Well, it's got nothing to do with the movie.
From the very beginning I really love to have the power of AIR, if it's possible... ^_^'... (since W.I.T.C.H! love Haylin) well, since Aang is the Avatar! who's an airbender! and also the chooooosen one~, who can control all the elements. DANG! I guess that would be great?? in any elements I believe AIR is the best of all. Since it's everywhere~ unlike FIRE, that you still have to lit it before you can use it, as well as WATER, not much everywhere has water. What if you're nemesis tried to teleport you in a desert to fight you or whatever... watcha gonna do?? lol... well, EARTH is much likely the AIR... But I still would want the AIR though. Atleast you don't need to ruin Mother's Nature...xD
"So, if there's any Aang around there. Who can give me "air" to live... You're the best hero evah!"
I've never been overseas... so, I took the most recent I've been to - inside philippines, which is when we went to our family's friend's bar... named BOOZE STOP around Makati...^_^
It's our family's night out. It's my first time coming to a bar w/ a live band - since my 22 years of living. And luckily, one of the band members who's playing the electric guitar, was the son of Mr. Rico J. Puno... infairness, he's a total hottie! xD
together with my two sis... (left)Soowook-ssi & (right)Hyomi eonni...
Well, to be honest. I have an acne problem... and that is really the most annoying part I have in my entire life, since college... You know, acne really itch sometimes... well, if not... once I placed my hands on my face and i touched something really destructive. I can't stop my self from not scratching or scraping it - whatever you call it. And it became a habit. Even though I'm only wiping my sweat, i'll end up from scratching it. And I think that's one of the main reason my acne got worsen... =_='
There are times when I do that, any of my friends or relatives. When they see me started scratching my face, they either tap/slap/hit my hand... or scold me unstoppable. I admit it's really annoying. I wanna stop doing it. But, my hand moves impulsively...>_<what can I do?? I'll only realize i'm already doing it, when someone hit me.
About the pics I upload, the pics depend on what camera I use. There are some cameras, that when I took a shot - like my old handphone w/c I lost during U-Kiss malltour & the cam from Laptop, my acne looks really invisible (and I really love those kinds of camera...) xDhahaha "Oh please~ let me be!" but when I use Digicams, I even have to edit it in photoshop. But, I don't usually do that now. I only do that for profile pics.
I actually have two group of friends. One from Highschool days and one from my College days... I don't know which one to choose so I end up choosing both of them...haha i'm so fair!
First one, is my peers since HS days... but, we're incomplete on that pic... that was taken last year. It's ate mich's birthday. (From L to R - A then B) Nomel, Michelle, Martha, Lui, ME, Wayne, Marvin & Mark. I really don't have much pictures with them... So I really treasure those I have... I rarely go hang out with them these days, and, I do miss the old days... Like, sometimes i thought of wanting to go back in HS... but, that's too impossible now, deshou?? xD I should have enjoyed more the days I have with them...during HS. If I only knew this day would come... ^_^ a little regretful, but, yeah~ it's fine...
And now, the 2nd pic... with my friends since College year... we even come up with a NAME...lol we call ourselves ELMILIRENZHA stands for ELla, MItch(Sangra), LIan(Hyomi), RhENZ(Hyesang), HAzle(Eunwon)... but we don't actually use it that often...xDCompatibility??101% . . . xDwhy?? it's because we all like the same things... when it comes to Music, Guys, Foods, etc... but, I really miss mostly is RHENZ... we all are... why?? it's because we rarely see her... Since she's busy with her studies and stuffs... Unlike Me & Sangra-nee(cousin), we're a stay homegurl! -she's our neighbor as well~ while Hyomi eonni is my sister so we see each other everyday... Eunwon visit's us from time to time... and that really excluded her.. so, that's it! I really hope we could hangout soon again... All of us, ELMILIRENZHA...^_^
(from L-R)Mitch, Rhenz, Lian, Me, Hazle
This image was taken last year, when we went to hike @ Art Center inside U.P., together with other friends. This is during lunch time.