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My hands are suffering right now T_T... it's getting numb with wounds... Seriously, I'll never wash that many clothes again...huhuhu...
Since the 1st day of 2011, I can't quite tell if my year will be awesome or what?? everything looks like a mess for the past few days... I'm totally penniless..... I've made lots of wounds & scratches..... I've been buried deep down with household chores everyday... *sinking o.O HELP!*... gaaaaaah~ when will this end...??
and right now?? I can't work properly, cause of my Hands... they get numbed and they sore every time I stayed them in the water for even just a sec...
Yesterday was New Year's eve... and everything was a war...xD people are so crazy and gay...!! Well, I won't say much, since I'm not feeling a lil better right now... I'm still have a hangover from last night... and yeah earlier as well.. Since I already slept around 4 or 5 in the morning...xD
and yeah, I'm finally PAID! with the bet I made with my friend...:))
I hope you have eaten that
very deliciously yesterday...lol
Didn't get to post here last Christmas Eve... I got so busy for the past few days... and i forgot to update. Then again, I wanna greet everyone A very late Merry Christmas and an advance Happy New Year...^_^
I would like to present this to all my affies, before the year ends...^__^
Currently downloading songs for tomorrow night...^_^ we're having a christmas party - me and my friends since High School, at some private pool in pansol... :3...
Recently I haven't listening to music so much, so i even have to search for what's the latest songs...well, whatever I hear is good, I download it! lol... xD
Then again, it's been awhile~ (,,^w^,,) Wind has started to get colder day by day... at first, I thought I was only feeling ill,,, but yeah~ I wasn't... It's just the atmosphere...
Ok, it's been a hella week for me... my eldest sister and her daughter will be staying here until her job's contract got finished... and since she's working and I'm only a BUMMER! I'm the one, AND YES! the only one who's assigned to take care of her baby, which is my niece, but, of course~ seriously... it really tired me OUT!T___T,,, this is why I dun wanna have a baby this early age...well, luckily I still don't have one~ ^__^ but. in my situation right now, it feels like I already have... =___=' plus, all the household chores...T__T
I'M BACK! again~ finally... it's been awhile since i last post in here... due to some issues with our internet connection and stuffs... but, i'm glad that i'm able to be here once again, writing nonsense about my friggin boring life, but sometimes enjoying it...
anyways, tomorrow is my sister's cheering competition. and i'm supposed to go there tomorrow, to record the whole thing.. but it looks like i won;t be able to make it... why?? cause 1st, i don't have any company... 2nd, no one will be left at home together with my 2 yrs old niece... (who's suppose to take care of her??) and 3rd, i don't have any money for the fare... >__> right! what a great plan... and a start for a day... it's already quarter to twelve, and i'm still fully awake... =__= i'm doomed if my mom and dad caught me.. totally DOOMED!
and so yeah~ it's totally late, so i can't stay any longer... til then!
The weather has been cold for the past few days, because of the typhoon that had just passed by... I love windy day, but, I really hate rainy days!
Last Saturday, we had a family outing & it's also ELMILIRENZHA's Anniversary... and it's our 5th year already. But, too bad, Rhenz for once AGAIN! didn't make it... >__<
We celebrated it at Pook Ni Mariang Makiling, we went there around the afternoon... It's a very memorable experience... alot of things happened! not good ones! but instead, BAD ones! T__T... can't believe it! It's a very long story... so to make it short... Let's say, we had so many mishaps... The only good thing is, that day had a good weather~ perfect for a swimming outing...^__^... and for once, the family is complete... (,,^w^,,)
And right now, I feel ill! =__=' I dunno... but, I'm not feeling sooooo good! >___< ...i'm feeling nausea from time to time... but, i assure you! I'm not preggy! that's too IMPOSSIBLE!>__> so don't mistaken me here! alright??
For the past few days, I've been down for so many reasons.
And so to destruct myself from all those. I've been listening to jpop songs passionately... watching jdramas/movies intimately... and now, i got hooked on Narumi Riko.
A young actress and model in japan. She starred in "1 Litre of Tears", "Honey & Clover" which I've already watched.
And then, "Kimi ni Shika Kikoenai" which is only recently... also co-starring Koide Keisuke (from Gokusen2 & Nodame Cantabile) they are both such a lovely couple in that movie... (,,>w<,,) though the story is a little sad,,, but I still like it, a very unlikely story... awesome!
Image from a Magazine for "Kimi Ni Shika Kikoenai"
There's another movie/drama that they starred together again... that I really wanna watch...I think the title was, "Isshou Wasurenai Monogatari", if i ain't mistaken...
& "Kaijoken Musashi".... but I can't find it anywhere... and I'm so desperate...
hmmmm... and right now, i'm watching "Ruri no Shima"... For the past 2 episodes, I've cried 3 to 4 times already... Dang! Such a crybaby~!!
i've tried my best... i'm not the kind of person, to force herself to someone who doesn't want to let her IN... ONCE is enough, TWICE is too much...
"if he doesn't need you... then you don't need him as well..."that's what they say...
but, it is something i thought, "why did we have to go this far?"...
Friends should understand each others feelings... if you think you made a mistake, ask for forgiveness... I've lowered my pride already... we don't have to blame each other, since we're both at fault... think about it...
It's just, you have too high of a pride... if you're ready, then, I'll wait... I'm always here to welcome you back... Being angry/annoyed wouldn't give you any good... You're my friend... so, just think about it~
for the past few days, after the incident between my guy friend... i've noticed something from me... i dunno if am I being to rude or not... I keep making my friends feel miserable, at least that's what i thought...
for a certain reason, i made him mad... was it bad to reason out if you have something to say, everything I say seems so futile whenever i talk to him... and first of, he started it... if i misunderstood him, can't he just explain it to me, I can say SORRY if ever I was... but, saying sorry & I won't disturb you anymore, then suddenly ignoring you~ how does he think I would feel about it?? he doesn't even consider my feelings...
and also, another friend.. asking for help... for some reason, i spitted out something unnecessary... well, not that bad... but, i still shouldn't have said it... i know that! and I'm sorry~
then again, another thing, because of that survey... i think i made some of my friends feel like they are less important... T.T oh god! I feel so much burden, and it's weighing me too much...
i'm facing so many problems at home and also outside, i wonder if i can still take these things... it seems like it's getting out of hand day by day...
and now, i can't talk to the person I used to share all these things... "cause I already lost my handphone now"... (it maybe God's will as well...)well, i guess it's much better this way... since I don't have to bother him & make him listen to all of my probs...~_~
Dang! even the song i'm listening to right now totally makes me feel d*mn sad! Hey Say Jump's Thank You~ Bokutachi Kara Kimi E~...
Yesterday night, my eldest sister came from Tarlac... together with her daughter... they'll be staying here for 6months i think... and another sister of mine went far.... she has a week duty in manila...
Ok, as for me,,, I have another hard time sleeping las night... not because i slept early... but for some reason, I kept thinking of this someone... Dang! when will I ever have a peace of mind... T.T
the reason why i don't want to sleep early ever night, is because, if ever i get woken up by something... I'll have a hard time falling asleep later on... >__> and that's what happened to me last night ... T.T I got woken up by my sisters loud !!
So, to capture back my sleep! I ended up, sleeping... doing
elmilirenzha in a sunset view mood! ^_^
it's a sketch of me and my friends.. just an imagination...xD and sorry... i'm not good at drawing!
Right now, it's raining really hard... >__<i hate rainy days!!!
Today, hyomi-nee and I went out to buy a new CLOTH... I'm a gonna make a new curtains out of it,,, and this is what we got...
Despite of the weather...
we still able to buy one...
"kamsahamnida eonni for accompanying me.."
after we bought the cloth, we went to Robinsons to eat somethin'... and of course always never fails...
I bought an Ice Cream... hoho it's Cookies N Cream flavor...
And, on the way back home... we saw this stand, that makes personalized straps, where they write anything you want them to write on it... actually it's not only for phone... you can hang it anywhere you want... like wallets, camera, bags... etc...
and, This is what I got..
and yeah, after we got home... i spent 5hrs stitching two curtains...... I'm not used to of sewing, and I've never sewed so serious before ... My mom always do the work... especially back in high school... yah MOM!
and after all the hard work... it's not bad to reward yourself a nice treat right??
so I got this yogurt for myself...~ and, i'm so good with ...
Did you know that yogurt is good for your skin??
And, so that's it! that's where my journey today s...
Today supposedly we're going to Manila Film Center for the Phil-Kor Friendship Day... >_< but, for the last minute, Papa objected! I hate you!! Waaaaah~ So rude~ why is he always like that?? really~ really~ T^T... SO SELFISH!!!
The tickets were such a waste! poor jijin-ssi, she even took the effort of getting all those tickets...T_TGomeeeeen~ Hontou ni gomen ne jijin-ssi...!!!TT^TT...
I miss you guys~ I hope to see you soon again...
I miss our SJ-OR13 Family as well!!! Fighting!!!
ayun may dumating na bagong appliance sa bahay... i don't know if it's because of the camera or not... peo, since christmas is coming, kaya naisip cguro ni papa na kumuha na ng new refrigerator. Kasi ung luma e nasira nung dating kasambahay namin... may natusok sya na isang part kaya may sumingaw, aun.. di na gumana c ref, ayaw ng lumamig, josko... relation sa camera? gusto kumuha daw ni papa ng camera, kaso kelangan daw kumuha muna ng appliances n bibilhin w/c is the ref... bago nia mabili ung cam... dun sa store na un... ah kaloka.. nalilito ako! xD bahala sila...
ayun at ako naman, magisa nanaman sa bahay.. nagiisang kasama ko sa bahay, nangapitbahay pa.. >_> talaga nga naman oh~
and bukas, I don't know if I'll be able to make a post... baka gabi na rin kami makauwi... cause tomorrow we'll be attending the Phil-Kor Friendship Day in Manila Film Center... together with some freinds... kyaaaa~ (,,>w<,,) excited na ako!
I'll try to take a caps on the new ref.. and i'll show it to you guys later...
Goodmorning!! I woke up really early today...^__^ the atmosphere is changing... the wind is starting to feel a lil chilly~ grrr... I had a hard time sleeping as well, since my bed is shorter than me...xD (dang! I wanna have my own bedroom soon. . .)
Right now, I feel like my life is such a wasteland... I've been stuck at home for almost 4 years and a half... the 1st year, I was able to get a stable job.. but since then... my life has been conquered by BOREDOM! it's not like I don't get hired. But... naaaah~ dun wanna explain everything...
So anyways, right now,,, let's say it's a DREAM~ I really dream of so many things... and I hope in the future I'll succeed on reaching it, til then I can call it as a GOAL! As I had said earlier, I don't PLAN for things... so, here you go... this might gonna be a lil bit selfish kinda dream...haha
1. Since I've stopped studying. And I don't know if I'll still be able to go back on the path. But, I really would like to continue my studies. That is, if I don't have any financial probs anymore...>_<'
2. To have a stable job or if God would grant me, apermanent job. Even though I haven't finish schooling.
3. I hope in one to two years. i'll be able tolive independently.
This is my 4th Blog. I've started this blog around March this year. I wasn't planning on owning so many blogs
xD, but
it's just everytime i check on new blogskins, can't stop myself on making new one, instead of changing only just
the
skins xD.
-have you count how many times I've just said BLOG?? xD
Real name is ELLA. But they used to call me w/ my Korean name Sung Sang Wook.
21 years of age. Born on the 7th of June.
I live in Laguna, Philippines. Still staying under the same roof w/ my parents.
I love SUPER JUNIOR and SLR camera.
Addicted to K-Pop & J-Pop. Craves for fries and ice cream .
A graphic designer, stayHOMEgurL and yes, a DAYDREAMER... ^^
I hate my DAD for some reason...>_>
And also to Posers, Liars & Backstabbers Loves making friends and PROUDLY a *Camwhore
SLR Camera
LG Lollipop
Trip to Korea or Japan
Have my own bedroom
Learn new languages
Meet TVXQ
Meet Super Junior♥ (SuperShow2
@ The Big Dome)
Meet U-Kiss♥ (on the last day of
their Mall tour @ SM North Edsa)
My Poor Hands...
Tuesday, January 4, 2011
My hands are suffering right now T_T... it's getting numb with wounds... Seriously, I'll never wash that many clothes again...huhuhu...
Since the 1st day of 2011, I can't quite tell if my year will be awesome or what?? everything looks like a mess for the past few days... I'm totally penniless..... I've made lots of wounds & scratches..... I've been buried deep down with household chores everyday... *sinking o.O HELP!*... gaaaaaah~ when will this end...??
and right now?? I can't work properly, cause of my Hands... they get numbed and they sore every time I stayed them in the water for even just a sec...
Yesterday was New Year's eve... and everything was a war...xD people are so crazy and gay...!! Well, I won't say much, since I'm not feeling a lil better right now... I'm still have a hangover from last night... and yeah earlier as well.. Since I already slept around 4 or 5 in the morning...xD
and yeah, I'm finally PAID! with the bet I made with my friend...:))
I hope you have eaten that
very deliciously yesterday...lol
Didn't get to post here last Christmas Eve... I got so busy for the past few days... and i forgot to update. Then again, I wanna greet everyone A very late Merry Christmas and an advance Happy New Year...^_^
I would like to present this to all my affies, before the year ends...^__^
Currently downloading songs for tomorrow night...^_^ we're having a christmas party - me and my friends since High School, at some private pool in pansol... :3...
Recently I haven't listening to music so much, so i even have to search for what's the latest songs...well, whatever I hear is good, I download it! lol... xD
Then again, it's been awhile~ (,,^w^,,) Wind has started to get colder day by day... at first, I thought I was only feeling ill,,, but yeah~ I wasn't... It's just the atmosphere...
Ok, it's been a hella week for me... my eldest sister and her daughter will be staying here until her job's contract got finished... and since she's working and I'm only a BUMMER! I'm the one, AND YES! the only one who's assigned to take care of her baby, which is my niece, but, of course~ seriously... it really tired me OUT!T___T,,, this is why I dun wanna have a baby this early age...well, luckily I still don't have one~ ^__^ but. in my situation right now, it feels like I already have... =___=' plus, all the household chores...T__T
I'M BACK! again~ finally... it's been awhile since i last post in here... due to some issues with our internet connection and stuffs... but, i'm glad that i'm able to be here once again, writing nonsense about my friggin boring life, but sometimes enjoying it...
anyways, tomorrow is my sister's cheering competition. and i'm supposed to go there tomorrow, to record the whole thing.. but it looks like i won;t be able to make it... why?? cause 1st, i don't have any company... 2nd, no one will be left at home together with my 2 yrs old niece... (who's suppose to take care of her??) and 3rd, i don't have any money for the fare... >__> right! what a great plan... and a start for a day... it's already quarter to twelve, and i'm still fully awake... =__= i'm doomed if my mom and dad caught me.. totally DOOMED!
and so yeah~ it's totally late, so i can't stay any longer... til then!
The weather has been cold for the past few days, because of the typhoon that had just passed by... I love windy day, but, I really hate rainy days!
Last Saturday, we had a family outing & it's also ELMILIRENZHA's Anniversary... and it's our 5th year already. But, too bad, Rhenz for once AGAIN! didn't make it... >__<
We celebrated it at Pook Ni Mariang Makiling, we went there around the afternoon... It's a very memorable experience... alot of things happened! not good ones! but instead, BAD ones! T__T... can't believe it! It's a very long story... so to make it short... Let's say, we had so many mishaps... The only good thing is, that day had a good weather~ perfect for a swimming outing...^__^... and for once, the family is complete... (,,^w^,,)
And right now, I feel ill! =__=' I dunno... but, I'm not feeling sooooo good! >___< ...i'm feeling nausea from time to time... but, i assure you! I'm not preggy! that's too IMPOSSIBLE!>__> so don't mistaken me here! alright??
For the past few days, I've been down for so many reasons.
And so to destruct myself from all those. I've been listening to jpop songs passionately... watching jdramas/movies intimately... and now, i got hooked on Narumi Riko.
A young actress and model in japan. She starred in "1 Litre of Tears", "Honey & Clover" which I've already watched.
And then, "Kimi ni Shika Kikoenai" which is only recently... also co-starring Koide Keisuke (from Gokusen2 & Nodame Cantabile) they are both such a lovely couple in that movie... (,,>w<,,) though the story is a little sad,,, but I still like it, a very unlikely story... awesome!
Image from a Magazine for "Kimi Ni Shika Kikoenai"
There's another movie/drama that they starred together again... that I really wanna watch...I think the title was, "Isshou Wasurenai Monogatari", if i ain't mistaken...
& "Kaijoken Musashi".... but I can't find it anywhere... and I'm so desperate...
hmmmm... and right now, i'm watching "Ruri no Shima"... For the past 2 episodes, I've cried 3 to 4 times already... Dang! Such a crybaby~!!
i've tried my best... i'm not the kind of person, to force herself to someone who doesn't want to let her IN... ONCE is enough, TWICE is too much...
"if he doesn't need you... then you don't need him as well..."that's what they say...
but, it is something i thought, "why did we have to go this far?"...
Friends should understand each others feelings... if you think you made a mistake, ask for forgiveness... I've lowered my pride already... we don't have to blame each other, since we're both at fault... think about it...
It's just, you have too high of a pride... if you're ready, then, I'll wait... I'm always here to welcome you back... Being angry/annoyed wouldn't give you any good... You're my friend... so, just think about it~
for the past few days, after the incident between my guy friend... i've noticed something from me... i dunno if am I being to rude or not... I keep making my friends feel miserable, at least that's what i thought...
for a certain reason, i made him mad... was it bad to reason out if you have something to say, everything I say seems so futile whenever i talk to him... and first of, he started it... if i misunderstood him, can't he just explain it to me, I can say SORRY if ever I was... but, saying sorry & I won't disturb you anymore, then suddenly ignoring you~ how does he think I would feel about it?? he doesn't even consider my feelings...
and also, another friend.. asking for help... for some reason, i spitted out something unnecessary... well, not that bad... but, i still shouldn't have said it... i know that! and I'm sorry~
then again, another thing, because of that survey... i think i made some of my friends feel like they are less important... T.T oh god! I feel so much burden, and it's weighing me too much...
i'm facing so many problems at home and also outside, i wonder if i can still take these things... it seems like it's getting out of hand day by day...
and now, i can't talk to the person I used to share all these things... "cause I already lost my handphone now"... (it maybe God's will as well...)well, i guess it's much better this way... since I don't have to bother him & make him listen to all of my probs...~_~
Dang! even the song i'm listening to right now totally makes me feel d*mn sad! Hey Say Jump's Thank You~ Bokutachi Kara Kimi E~...
Yesterday night, my eldest sister came from Tarlac... together with her daughter... they'll be staying here for 6months i think... and another sister of mine went far.... she has a week duty in manila...
Ok, as for me,,, I have another hard time sleeping las night... not because i slept early... but for some reason, I kept thinking of this someone... Dang! when will I ever have a peace of mind... T.T
the reason why i don't want to sleep early ever night, is because, if ever i get woken up by something... I'll have a hard time falling asleep later on... >__> and that's what happened to me last night ... T.T I got woken up by my sisters loud !!
So, to capture back my sleep! I ended up, sleeping... doing
elmilirenzha in a sunset view mood! ^_^
it's a sketch of me and my friends.. just an imagination...xD and sorry... i'm not good at drawing!
Right now, it's raining really hard... >__<i hate rainy days!!!
Today, hyomi-nee and I went out to buy a new CLOTH... I'm a gonna make a new curtains out of it,,, and this is what we got...
Despite of the weather...
we still able to buy one...
"kamsahamnida eonni for accompanying me.."
after we bought the cloth, we went to Robinsons to eat somethin'... and of course always never fails...
I bought an Ice Cream... hoho it's Cookies N Cream flavor...
And, on the way back home... we saw this stand, that makes personalized straps, where they write anything you want them to write on it... actually it's not only for phone... you can hang it anywhere you want... like wallets, camera, bags... etc...
and, This is what I got..
and yeah, after we got home... i spent 5hrs stitching two curtains...... I'm not used to of sewing, and I've never sewed so serious before ... My mom always do the work... especially back in high school... yah MOM!
and after all the hard work... it's not bad to reward yourself a nice treat right??
so I got this yogurt for myself...~ and, i'm so good with ...
Did you know that yogurt is good for your skin??
And, so that's it! that's where my journey today s...
Today supposedly we're going to Manila Film Center for the Phil-Kor Friendship Day... >_< but, for the last minute, Papa objected! I hate you!! Waaaaah~ So rude~ why is he always like that?? really~ really~ T^T... SO SELFISH!!!
The tickets were such a waste! poor jijin-ssi, she even took the effort of getting all those tickets...T_TGomeeeeen~ Hontou ni gomen ne jijin-ssi...!!!TT^TT...
I miss you guys~ I hope to see you soon again...
I miss our SJ-OR13 Family as well!!! Fighting!!!
ayun may dumating na bagong appliance sa bahay... i don't know if it's because of the camera or not... peo, since christmas is coming, kaya naisip cguro ni papa na kumuha na ng new refrigerator. Kasi ung luma e nasira nung dating kasambahay namin... may natusok sya na isang part kaya may sumingaw, aun.. di na gumana c ref, ayaw ng lumamig, josko... relation sa camera? gusto kumuha daw ni papa ng camera, kaso kelangan daw kumuha muna ng appliances n bibilhin w/c is the ref... bago nia mabili ung cam... dun sa store na un... ah kaloka.. nalilito ako! xD bahala sila...
ayun at ako naman, magisa nanaman sa bahay.. nagiisang kasama ko sa bahay, nangapitbahay pa.. >_> talaga nga naman oh~
and bukas, I don't know if I'll be able to make a post... baka gabi na rin kami makauwi... cause tomorrow we'll be attending the Phil-Kor Friendship Day in Manila Film Center... together with some freinds... kyaaaa~ (,,>w<,,) excited na ako!
I'll try to take a caps on the new ref.. and i'll show it to you guys later...
Goodmorning!! I woke up really early today...^__^ the atmosphere is changing... the wind is starting to feel a lil chilly~ grrr... I had a hard time sleeping as well, since my bed is shorter than me...xD (dang! I wanna have my own bedroom soon. . .)
Right now, I feel like my life is such a wasteland... I've been stuck at home for almost 4 years and a half... the 1st year, I was able to get a stable job.. but since then... my life has been conquered by BOREDOM! it's not like I don't get hired. But... naaaah~ dun wanna explain everything...
So anyways, right now,,, let's say it's a DREAM~ I really dream of so many things... and I hope in the future I'll succeed on reaching it, til then I can call it as a GOAL! As I had said earlier, I don't PLAN for things... so, here you go... this might gonna be a lil bit selfish kinda dream...haha
1. Since I've stopped studying. And I don't know if I'll still be able to go back on the path. But, I really would like to continue my studies. That is, if I don't have any financial probs anymore...>_<'
2. To have a stable job or if God would grant me, apermanent job. Even though I haven't finish schooling.
3. I hope in one to two years. i'll be able tolive independently.