for the past few days, after the incident between my guy friend... i've noticed something from me... i dunno if am I being to rude or not... I keep making my friends feel miserable, at least that's what i thought...

for a certain reason, i made him mad... was it bad to reason out if you have something to say, everything I say seems so futile whenever i talk to him... and first of, he started it... if i misunderstood him, can't he just explain it to me, I can say SORRY if ever I was... but, saying sorry & I won't disturb you anymore, then suddenly ignoring you~ how does he think I would feel about it?? he doesn't even consider my feelings...

and also, another friend.. asking for help... for some reason, i spitted out something unnecessary... well, not that bad... but, i still shouldn't have said it... i know that! and I'm sorry~

then again, another thing, because of that survey... i think i made some of my friends feel like they are less important... T.T oh god! I feel so much burden, and it's weighing me too much...

i'm facing so many problems at home and also outside, i wonder if i can still take these things... it seems like it's getting out of hand day by day...

and now, i can't talk to the person I used to share all these things... "cause I already lost my handphone now"... (it maybe God's will as well...)well, i guess it's much better this way... since I don't have to bother him & make him listen to all of my probs...~_~

Dang! even the song i'm listening to right now totally makes me feel d*mn sad!
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