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Tuesday, October 19, 2010

The weather has been cold for the past few days, because of the typhoon that had just passed by... I love windy day, but, I really hate rainy days!

Last Saturday, we had a family outing & it's also ELMILIRENZHA's Anniversary... and it's our 5th year already. But, too bad, Rhenz for once AGAIN! didn't make it... >__<

We celebrated it at Pook Ni Mariang Makiling, we went there around the afternoon... It's a very memorable experience... alot of things happened! not ~~good ones~~! but instead, BAD ones! T__T... can't believe it! It's a very long story... so to make it short... Let's say, we had so many mishaps... The only good thing is, that day had a good weather~ perfect for a swimming outing...^__^... and for once, the family is complete... (,,^w^,,)

And right now, I feel ill! =__=' I dunno... but, I'm not feeling sooooo good! >___< ...i'm feeling nausea from time to time... but, i assure you! I'm not preggy! that's too IMPOSSIBLE! >__> so don't mistaken me here! alright??

c r a z y LiL t h i n g s

Labels: Journal

4:55 PM |

Kanojo no namae wa Narumi Riko-san desu...

Friday, October 15, 2010

Image from "1 Litre no Namida"

For the past few days, I've been down for so many reasons.

And so to destruct myself from all those. I've been listening to jpop songs passionately... watching jdramas/movies intimately... and now, i got hooked on Narumi Riko.

A young actress and model in japan. She starred in "1 Litre of Tears", "Honey & Clover" which I've already watched.

And then, "Kimi ni Shika Kikoenai" which is only recently... also co-starring Koide Keisuke (from Gokusen2 & Nodame Cantabile) they are both such a lovely couple in that movie... (,,>w<,,) though the story is a little sad,,, but I still like it, a very unlikely story... awesome!

Image from a Magazine for "Kimi Ni Shika Kikoenai"

There's another movie/drama that they starred together again... that I really wanna watch...I think the title was, "Isshou Wasurenai Monogatari", if i ain't mistaken...

& "Kaijoken Musashi".... but I can't find it anywhere... and I'm so desperate...

hmmmm... and right now, i'm watching "Ruri no Shima"... For the past 2 episodes, I've cried 3 to 4 times already... Dang! Such a ~~crybaby~~~!!

c r a z y LiL t h i n g s

Labels: Journal, Koide Keisuke, Narumi Riko, Photos

11:35 PM |

One vs Too many

one vs too many,,,

why am i being affected so much...??

i've tried my best... i'm not the kind of person, to force herself to someone who doesn't want to let her IN... ONCE is enough, TWICE is too much...

"if he doesn't need you... then you don't need him as well..."that's what they say...
but, it is something i thought, "why did we have to go this far?"...

Friends should understand each others feelings... if you think you made a mistake, ask for forgiveness... I've lowered my pride already... we don't have to blame each other, since we're both at fault... think about it...

It's just, you have too high of a pride... if you're ready, then, I'll wait... I'm always here to welcome you back... Being angry/annoyed wouldn't give you any good... You're my friend... so, just think about it~

I have nothin to say more than this...

c r a z y LiL t h i n g s

Labels: Journal

10:10 AM |

am i such a bad friend??

Wednesday, October 13, 2010

for the past few days, after the incident between my guy friend... i've noticed something from me... i dunno if am I being to rude or not... I keep making my friends feel miserable, at least that's what i thought...

for a certain reason, i made him mad... was it bad to reason out if you have something to say, everything I say seems so futile whenever i talk to him... and first of, he started it... if i misunderstood him, can't he just explain it to me, I can say SORRY if ever I was... but, saying sorry & I won't disturb you anymore, then suddenly ignoring you~ how does he think I would feel about it?? he doesn't even consider my feelings...

and also, another friend.. asking for help... for some reason, i spitted out something unnecessary... well, not that bad... but, i still shouldn't have said it... i know that! and I'm sorry~

then again, another thing, because of that survey... i think i made some of my friends feel like they are less important... T.T oh god! I feel so much burden, and it's weighing me too much...

i'm facing so many problems at home and also outside, i wonder if i can still take these things... it seems like it's getting out of hand day by day...

and now, i can't talk to the person I used to share all these things... "cause I already lost my handphone now"... (it maybe God's will as well...)well, i guess it's much better this way... since I don't have to bother him & make him listen to all of my probs...~_~

Dang! even the song i'm listening to right now totally makes me feel d*mn sad!
Hey Say Jump's Thank You~ Bokutachi Kara Kimi E~...

c r a z y LiL t h i n g s

Labels: Journal

3:38 PM |

they came & she went far....

Monday, October 11, 2010

Yesterday night, my eldest sister came from Tarlac... together with her daughter... they'll be staying here for 6months i think... and another sister of mine went far.... she has a week duty in manila...

Ok, as for me,,, I have another hard time sleeping las night... not because i slept early... but for some reason, I kept thinking of this someone... Dang! when will I ever have a peace of mind... T.T

c r a z y LiL t h i n g s

Labels: Journal

4:31 PM |

[Lyrics Translation] KAT-TUN - Precious one

Saturday, October 9, 2010

OH! I just love this song! >__< it really gives me this kinda overwhelming feeling whenever I listen to it... ^__^
and the song message is really *four thumbs up*(including feet)... lol

Lyrics Translation:

Time goes by, we have repeated so many meetings and partings

Here i am, depending on someone's kindness,

i've lost sight of something

Right now, counting the seasons that have gone by,

what are you thinking of, all alone at night?

Sometimes, I don't know why but the loneliness overwhelms my heart

I don't want to be all alone, it's painful

One day, you'll find your precious one

When I look up at the sky, see, there's a single shining star

Tell me why... why do we long for love like this?

aah... the starry sky is honest, it decorates the night with a gentle shining

Somewhere there is your precious only one

You're not all alone anymore, you're not alone

Someday you'll meet the fated someone you love

Before you realize it, they are right by your side

Even if a million years go by

We never change, no worries, you'll be alright

You'll definitely meet your precious only one

One day you'll find them on this earth, I believe in love, always~

Sometimes, i don't know why but the loneliness overwhelms my heart

I don't want to be all alone, it's painful

Somewhere there is your precious only one

You're not all alone anymore, you're not alone

Someday you'll meet the fated someone you love

Before you realize it, they are right by your side

You are right by their side

You'll meet your only one

Somewhere there is your precious only one

You're not all alone anymore, you're not alone

Sometimes, i don't know why but the loneliness overwhelms my heart

I don't want to be all alone...

Only one

(NOTE: credits all goes to the owner of the video)

c r a z y LiL t h i n g s

Labels: kat-tun, Lyrics, precious one, Translation

11:58 PM |

had a hard time sleeping~

Friday, October 8, 2010

the reason why i don't want

to sleep early ever night, is because, if ever i get woken up by something... I'll have a hard time falling asleep later on... >__> and that's what happened to me last night

... T.T I got woken up by my sisters loud

!!

So, to capture back my sleep! I ended up, sleeping... doing

elmilirenzha in a sunset view mood! ^_^

it's a sketch of me and my friends..

just an imagination...xD and sorry... i'm not good at drawing!

Right now, it's raining really hard... >__< i hate rainy days!!!

c r a z y LiL t h i n g s

Labels: Journal, Photos

2:52 PM |

Different from the usual...

Sunday, October 3, 2010

Today, hyomi-nee and I went out to buy a new CLOTH... I'm a gonna make a new curtains out of it,,, and this is what we got...

Despite of the

weather...
we still able to buy one...
"kamsahamnida eonni for accompanying me..

"

after we bought the cloth, we went to Robinsons to eat somethin'... and of course always never fails...
I bought an Ice Cream... hoho it's Cookies N Cream flavor...

And, on the way back home... we saw this stand, that makes personalized straps, where they write anything you want them to write on it... actually it's not only for phone... you can hang it anywhere you want... like wallets, camera, bags... etc...

and, This is what I got..

and yeah, after we got home... i spent 5hrs stitching two curtains...

... I'm not used to of sewing, and I've never sewed so serious before

... My mom always do the work... especially back in high school...

yah MOM!

and

after all the hard

work... it's not bad to reward yourself a nice treat right??

so I got this yogurt for myself...~ and, i'm so good with

...

Did you know that yogurt is good for your skin??

And, so that's it! that's where my journey today

s...

c r a z y LiL t h i n g s

Labels: Journal, Photos

4:36 PM |

disappointed!!

Saturday, October 2, 2010

waaaaaaah!! di kami natuloy! T.T

Today supposedly we're going to Manila Film Center for the Phil-Kor Friendship Day... >_< but, for the last minute, Papa objected! ~~I hate you!!~~ Waaaaah~ So rude~ why is he always like that?? really~ really~ T^T... SO SELFISH!!!

The tickets were such a waste! poor jijin-ssi, she even took the effort of getting all those tickets...T_T Gomeeeeen~ Hontou ni gomen ne jijin-ssi...!!! TT^TT...

I miss you guys~ I hope to see you soon again...
I miss our SJ-OR13 Family as well!!! Fighting!!!

c r a z y LiL t h i n g s

Labels: Journal

1:06 PM |

New Appliance arrived!

Friday, October 1, 2010

ayun may dumating na bagong appliance sa bahay... i don't know if it's because of the camera or not... peo, since christmas is coming, kaya naisip cguro ni papa na kumuha na ng new refrigerator. Kasi ung luma e nasira nung dating kasambahay namin... may natusok sya na isang part kaya may sumingaw, aun.. di na gumana c ref, ayaw ng lumamig, josko... relation sa camera? gusto kumuha daw ni papa ng camera, kaso kelangan daw kumuha muna ng appliances n bibilhin w/c is the ref... bago nia mabili ung cam... dun sa store na un... ah kaloka.. nalilito ako! xD bahala sila...

ayun at ako naman, magisa nanaman sa bahay.. nagiisang kasama ko sa bahay, nangapitbahay pa.. >_> talaga nga naman oh~

and bukas, I don't know if I'll be able to make a post... baka gabi na rin kami makauwi... cause tomorrow we'll be attending the Phil-Kor Friendship Day in Manila Film Center... together with some freinds... kyaaaa~ (,,>w<,,) excited na ako!

I'll try to take a caps on the new ref.. and i'll show it to you guys later...

c r a z y LiL t h i n g s

Labels: Journal

1:22 PM |

Morning everyone!!

Goodmorning!! I woke up really early today...^__^ the atmosphere is changing... the wind is starting to feel a lil chilly~ grrr... I had a hard time sleeping as well, since my bed is shorter than me...xD (dang! I wanna have my own bedroom soon. . .)

Anyways, have a nice day everyone!!

c r a z y LiL t h i n g s

Labels: Journal, Photos

6:09 AM |

blah blah blah

Tuesday, October 19, 2010

The weather has been cold for the past few days, because of the typhoon that had just passed by... I love windy day, but, I really hate rainy days!

Last Saturday, we had a family outing & it's also ELMILIRENZHA's Anniversary... and it's our 5th year already. But, too bad, Rhenz for once AGAIN! didn't make it... >__<